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Dec. 2nd, 2010 10:08 amFirst of all, I just want to thank all of you for your kind words and thoughts last week. The grief is still pretty sharp and I miss Ivan so damn much, but I know it was the right decision to make and all of your comments were heartfelt and amazing. I ♥ you ladies and guys, I really do.
I've spent the last month in kind of a weird fog, so I'm trying really hard to get myself back on track. I've attacked my nursing school applications with renewed vigor and -- even weirder -- started actively participating in fandom again. FANDOM! I'VE MISSED YOU! It's a nice little corner of the "Glee" fandom, one apparently shunned by everyone else, but it's full of awesome people and good fic and amazing discussion and it makes me happy, so. Kurt/Karofsky goggles go! (I can't help it! Blaine is adorable, but Dalton Academy is totally the Borg, and anyway, I like it when fictional romances start off on an antagonistic note, preferably with a nice side of "fucked the hell up". What can I say -- I like real-life relationships to be mellow and awesome, and fictional ones to be screwed-up and interesting. *shrug*)
On the work front, I am now comfortable enough around Dr. Z to call him "dude" to his face. I think this is a good thing? Whatever, he deserves it. If he's going to send me pictures of collapsed eyeballs while I'm eating lunch at my desk (god DAMMIT, Dr. Z!), then I get to call him "dude."
...yeah, I still haven't gotten over my eyeball thing. I really need to work on that if I'm ever going to work in trauma/emergency medicine. :P
And this has nothing to do with anything, I am INCREDIBLY EXCITED to find out more about this new bacterium discovered in Mono Lake. It apparently uses arsenic instead of phosphorus in its DNA, which makes it different from every other life form on Earth. *~*SCIENCE*~*!!!!
I've spent the last month in kind of a weird fog, so I'm trying really hard to get myself back on track. I've attacked my nursing school applications with renewed vigor and -- even weirder -- started actively participating in fandom again. FANDOM! I'VE MISSED YOU! It's a nice little corner of the "Glee" fandom, one apparently shunned by everyone else, but it's full of awesome people and good fic and amazing discussion and it makes me happy, so. Kurt/Karofsky goggles go! (I can't help it! Blaine is adorable, but Dalton Academy is totally the Borg, and anyway, I like it when fictional romances start off on an antagonistic note, preferably with a nice side of "fucked the hell up". What can I say -- I like real-life relationships to be mellow and awesome, and fictional ones to be screwed-up and interesting. *shrug*)
On the work front, I am now comfortable enough around Dr. Z to call him "dude" to his face. I think this is a good thing? Whatever, he deserves it. If he's going to send me pictures of collapsed eyeballs while I'm eating lunch at my desk (god DAMMIT, Dr. Z!), then I get to call him "dude."
...yeah, I still haven't gotten over my eyeball thing. I really need to work on that if I'm ever going to work in trauma/emergency medicine. :P
And this has nothing to do with anything, I am INCREDIBLY EXCITED to find out more about this new bacterium discovered in Mono Lake. It apparently uses arsenic instead of phosphorus in its DNA, which makes it different from every other life form on Earth. *~*SCIENCE*~*!!!!
